
(yes, i took that photo!)
I have really debated about posting this Soundtrack today. But, I learned a lot of lessons this week and this song was definitely part of that soundtrack...so...here it is...
This past week, I took my daughter to voice lessons. Since we homeschool, we get to go during school hours, and it's a bit of a field trip. After her lesson, we went to Best Buy and then to the mall. As we drove around to the back side of the mall (back side to me) I was shocked at all of the remodeling they have done. It is very nice and they have brought in some upscale stores and restaurants. I commented to the kids about how nice the mall is now and how maybe we need to visit there a little more often.
We went in and got the item we needed and left. As we walked out of the mall, I thought to myself, "What would be the best way to get the kids in the car and keep them safe and what would I do if a carjacker came?" We loaded up in the car and we were fine and I sighed with relief! Why would I think something like that you ask? Well, I was raised by the parents of four daughters...they taught us a lot about how to be safe. Not to mention that I know this mall is NOT the safest area of town!
I had promised the kids that I would take them to get a donut...big treat for us. As I drove, I decided to take the long way to get there. As we entered the parking lot, I scanned it and took mental note that there were several spots close to the donut shop. I also noticed that there were not many cars in the lot and there was a group of maybe 5 people standing around the hood of one car laughing and joking. They were dressed in business attire and were holding fountain sodas, men and women. We parked the car and I got out.
The rest of this happened in a very short amount of time (seconds), but I will relay my thoughts and what happened, so it may seem longer. As I stepped out I heard a man's voice yelling "GET DOWN! GET DOWN!" I started to crouch by the side of my car and looked around and saw two men with guns running toward my car! One had a large rifle and the other a hand gun...I looked for uniforms and they had none. They were about two spaces away from my car on the passenger side (my son tells me it was really three spaces...either way, it was too close). I jumped back in my car, hit the locks and struggled to get the keys in the ignition. All I could say, over and over was "Oh NO! OH NO! OH NO!" In my mind, a crime had gone down and gone bad somehow and these men were looking for hostages. My only thoughts were how I was going to get out of there safely with my kids. My oldest daughter had been looking at her music from voice lessons and so she had not opened the door to get out and hadn't seen anything.She said, "What Mom? What is it?" I could hear my baby girl saying, "What happened mom? I help you!" I heard a short siren and looked to my left to see police cars and undercover police cars everywhere. They were surrounding me! I was very relieved, but would have preferred to be able to leave. I looked back to where the men with guns were to see that they now had a man on the ground with their guns pointed at him. I have never felt so much relief in my life! The men with the guns were the good guys! I started to cry. I really don't think I have ever been that afraid in my life. I then wondered if the group of people were undercover cops and saw that THEY were crouching on the ground looking at the cops to find out if it was safe.
One of the cops saw that I was crying and slowly...ever so slowly came over to see if I was okay. I told him that I was fine, but I had just seen men with guns and didn't know that they were the good guys. He helped get the police cars moved out of my way so I could get out.
Part of me (a small part) has wondered what happened and why the man was being arrested. The other part of me is really glad I don't know!
I told my husband that night that it was pretty ironic that I had been thinking earlier about how nice the mall is now and that we should go there more often, but within minutes that changed to not wanting to ever go there again!! The instant I said the word IRONIC, this song came to mind. And the donut? We didn't really need one after all!!